to a biker that never was

[alanz955]

Today is the aniversary of loosing my son,
He was 15 when he passed away due to an epileptic fit just a month befor his 16th birthday, He was looking forward to getting his 1st bike.
So tonight i will be raising a glass in his memory
Arron K,J Smith 20.09.88 to 23.08.04 R.I.P
Gone but never forgotten.xx

[nightingales01]

Sorry to ear that Alan, raise more than one, I lost a mate on a bike when in our teens and his mum always said the phrase to out life a child is the worst feeling was true

Take care will b thinking of u all

[lynda]

your in our thoughts alan, raise a glass from us too please

[martyndewse]

that is awful,

my girlfriend is epileptic also, she's fitted twice when i've been with her and it is the scariest thing ever. the moment never leaves me.

my thoughts are with you, take care.

[pinkylid]

Sorry Alan, thinking bout you mate .

[alanz955]

Thank you every1 for the comments. much appreciated.xx

[shocx]

yeah sorry to hear about that Alan :/

[alice]

(((hugs))) matey. Will raise a little one a bit later on

[jacko]

our thoughts are with you bud me and yvette lost a child 20 years ago still in our hearts

[alanz955]

Aug 23, 2010 21:24:34 GMT jacko said:

our thoughts are with you bud me and yvette lost a child 20 years ago still in our hearts

The loss of a child is the hardest thing to come to terms with, when my parents passed away it was easier to accept cos you think ' oh well it was age related and they had a good life'. but as you know jacko loosing a child is hard cos they never had a chance to live life!
Thanx to all again for ur thoughts and comments.x

[nightingales01]

Just a thought, I have a couple of chinese sky lanterns, how about
after pitstop tonight a couple of us zoom up lord stones and set a few off
in memory of a biker that never was.

If you up for it, if not no worries just tell me to butt out, lol

Suzanne and I, often light candles up there for our parents whom passed away young.

[elpresidente]

I can't comprehend how awful it must be
Hope you're not too hungover Alan (but wouldn't be surprised if you are)

[lynda]

Aug 24, 2010 7:40:21 GMT @nightingales01 said:

Just a thought, I have a couple of chinese sky lanterns, how about
after pitstop tonight a couple of us zoom up lord stones and set a few off
in memory of a biker that never was.

If you up for it, if not no worries just tell me to butt out, lol

Suzanne and I, often light candles up there for our parents whom passed away young.

what a lovely gesture dave .

[alanz955]

Just sent Dave a pm, Lynda, yes it was a luvly thought.
Elpresidente...no not hung over, i managed 2 cans, 1 for Arron 1 for me!
Thanx again for all ur comments and thoughts, im ok today, its just a sad day the aniversary of his passing, i get a bit down on his Birthday nxt month too, He is laid to rest at Cowpen Bewley, His mum and i seperated when he was just 6mth old (they lived in Billingham) but we still remain friends.
Thanx to all againx

[blackshadow]

our thought are with you t day

[alanz955]

I cant believe how quick this year has gone, its now 7yrs today since i lost my son and still miss him like it was yesterday, raising a glass or 2 for you tonight Arron, gone but never forgotton, in my heart for ever.xx

[Ronny]

Thoughts are with you and rest of your family mate.

My biggest fear in life is my kids passing away before me, can't even begin to Imagine how u feel mate

[morphius]

Have 1 glass more alan, believe me when i say, i know how you feel and my heart goes out to you.... .

[muddybunny]

in our thought my love ..the angels obviously had plans for your young man take peace in the thought he will be riding high up there my love a glass will be raised here tonight for you your family x x x x x x

[abb]

Take comfort from your memories Alan - time will never diminish those as I hope it will diminish the pain you feel.